So, today i was hanging out after school with my friend and we were sitting on this window ledge in our cafetaria/gym building. We saw Nick and his new girlfriend outside, with their arms around each other, and were talking about that. Then, they both came inside and his girlfriend went elsewhere. Nick came up and sat down on the ledge with us. It's been so awkward between us lately and it's so depressing.

Anyway, after a few moments his girlfriend came up. NOw, i hate his girlfriend with a burning passion. This girl is a total b*tch. I actually have a reason for thinking this other than the fact that she's now dating nick. When i was dating Jacob, she was in love with him and was always flirting with him - EVEN WHEN I WAS AROUND! And now she's dating Nick, which really bites.

SO, she came up and started looking at my friends phone. She was like, "My sister has this fone." My friend was like, "Ya, it's pretty awsome." And she was like, "No, it's not." Then, ten seconds later, she said, "THis is so boring and awkward." As if she had to give me more of a reason to hate her, now i know how much of a b*tch she really is. I can't believe Nick is actually dating someone like her.

I guess life really is that unfair. I mean, i know i'm not exactly the first person on the list that guys would choose to date (i'm pretty much the last) but i'd think that i'd be higher on that list than that b*tch. She just doesn't seem to be the kinda girl he'd date. So what happens in a world where girls like her get the good guys? What's left for girls like me?