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100 Years Without Love

Here's my first fan fiction series for Twilight! Set after Eclipse. My version of what i think should have been breaking dawn. Hope u all like it! It took me forever to write so u better!

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100 Years Without Love Part 1Chapter 1
Just standing on the street in Volterra made me feel like crying – if I could, that is. But the thing is, I haven’t cried in over a hundred years. Vampires can’t cry. That was one of the things I had been looking forward to when I became a vampire. I had always thought I cried too much, but now I missed being able to. Sometimes, you just needed to be able to cry.

I was standing by the clock tower. I remembered running through the fountain in front of me, screaming at the top of my lungs. I remembered seeing Edward for the first time in six months and slamming into him.

“Amazing, Carlisle was right,” he ha100 Years Without Love Part 1

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100 Years Without Love 10Edward tensed, not moving for what seemed like years. Eventually, his face twisted in this unexplainable way, but I could tell he was mad. Really mad.

“Is this some kind of sick joke you and Alice set up?” he snarled, and continued without letting me say anything. “God, I wouldn’t think Alice could get that low. And this is cruel, even for you. I may not know you, but I thought you were nice. Someone that I could maybe even trust eventually, but now I see you’re just like every other vampire in this world. Selfish. Evil.”

That hurt. I may be selfish at times but not evil. Never evil. Not even when I wasn’t100 Years Without Love 10

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100 Years Without Love 11“So, I’ll take it you believe me now,” I said with a little laugh when we broke away again.

“Yes, I don’t know how I could ever doubt you,” he said, his lips brushing my ear lightly. “I do have to apologize for my behavior earlier, though, love. Will you forgive me?”

“I don’t know,” I said playfully. “It might take a little while.”

“Will this help?” he asked, kissing me forcefully on the lips again.

“Maybe,” I said as he pulled away.

I couldn’t believe this. I was finally in Edward’s arms again. After a hundred years of imagining it, I was livi100 Years Without Love 11

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100 Years Without Love 12We were attacked with hugs from every direction. Congratulations were being screamed in my ear. Emmett even lifted both of us off the floor in one of his big bear hugs at the same time. I was very thankful that I didn’t need to breathe.

This is how a family should be, I thought as I watched everyone ask Edward what he had been up to for the past three years. They had accepted me even back when I was a human and loved me like their own family member just because Edward was in love with me. And after I had left them – I had come to admit that I hadn’t just left Edward, but my whole family – they had welcomed me back in with100 Years Without Love 12

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100 Years Without Love 13I lept nimbly from rock to rock. Edward raced around me in circles. I was running slowly for me. If I had been going full speed I would’ve been faster than him – just slightly, but still faster. I was letting him run circles in front of me.

I jumped onto the ground in front of him, taking off at full speed towards the deer he was after. I jumped on it swiftly and took it out, trying to cause it as little pain as possible. Edward ran up beside, laughing.

“Hey, that was mine,” he shouted.

“You snooze, you lose,” I sang, digging my razor sharp teeth into the poor animal’s neck. I felt bad for the creature, I100 Years Without Love 13

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100 Years Without Love 14I had thought that if I ever went back to Edward I would have needed to rebuild our relationship a little bit. I mean, I had walked out on him. I had just left while he was hunting, leaving my ring on his pillow. I hadn’t expected that it would be just like what had happened with Jacob: I had come back and we had become best friends again just like that.

But it was, and even better. There was nothing we needed to rebuild, just aspects to strengthen. I had overreacted when I had left. My human emotions were too much for me to handle, but now that we were both vampires – and I wasn’t controlled by stupid, human emotions – o100 Years Without Love 14

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100 Years Without Love 15It was three weeks after our wedding. A week before my birthday. Four days before I was supposed to be changed. I was getting a bit nervous, not of being of vampire but of becoming one. I was scared of the pain that would happen before I was one of them.

“Edward, let’s go to our meadow, one last time while I’m human,” I said.

We ran all the way to our meadow, me slung over Edward’s back. I couldn’t wait till I could run at that speed by myself. At first it had been terrifying, but now it was exhilarating, exciting.

Edward helped me off his back once we were in our beautiful meadow, untouched by other human lif100 Years Without Love 15

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100 Years Without Love 16I had just told Edward all this. He was sitting on the couch next to me, mouth hanging wide open. I touched his arm gently.

“Edward, please say something,” I pleaded. I couldn’t stand the silence.

He blinked a couple times and then shook his head, “Bella, in the meadow, that wasn’t me. I was hunting with Alice. I came back and there was no note. Just the ring. And Alice wasn’t here either. She was with me, hunting.”

“So, you were never going to go back on your promise?” I asked.

“No, I was actually going to surprise you and change you three days earlier when I came back,” Edward said.100 Years Without Love 16

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100 Years Without Love 17I was scared. I had to say that. Not for me, but for Edward and my family. I was screamed for about hour before I decided to stay silent – until they took me out of the trunk that is. Then I become some poor, Volturi guard’s worst nightmare, literally.

I couldn’t stand the silence though and I had to know if Edward was still alive or not. Even though I was terrified of what I might learn, I stepped out of my mind and tried to find his. I sighed in relief when I found his mind, meaning he was alive. He wasn’t in that good of a position but he was alive.

Edward was chained the same way I was, locked in his basement. I coul100 Years Without Love 17

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100 Years Without Love 18I don’t know how long the nothingness lasted. A minute. A day. A month. A year. Forever. What I do know is that it was torture. I was stuck in my head with no one but myself and my thoughts, which was not a good thing. No matter how hard I tried to keep them in control, they always seemed to find a way to drift towards the fact that my family had been wiped out. They had all been killed. Even Alice and Edward. Edward and Alice. Edward, who had always been so invincible. Of course, I knew he was no match against ten, highly trained Volturi guards.

Eventually I was able to break free of my nothingness. I felt a bed under me, soft and cush100 Years Without Love 18

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100 Years Without Love 19Jane threw me against the wall, my head hitting the bricks hard. I collapsed onto the ground momentarily but was able to stand up immediately. I flew at her, grabbing her shoulders as rammed into her, and pinning her to the ground. She smiled, thirsty for blood and flung me off of her. She stood up quickly, flying at me with a bunch of punches. I blocked each on easily and managed to connect my fist with her nose. I heard a crack but knew her nose would be perfect within minutes.

Aro blew the whistle above us. We both backed up, laughing. I giggled hysterically at her crooked nose and she immediately cracked it back into place.

“You100 Years Without Love 19

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100 Years Without Love 20I won’t go into details about our hunting. It’s one thing if I’m talking about animals but humans…I will say, though that the worst thing I’ve ever heard is a human begging me not to kill them. Most vampires take joy from that sound but I would rather suffer in hell than have to listen to them scream and beg. I try to end it quickly but sometimes they struggle so much that that is not possible.

I wiped my lips clean of any access blood and checked my shirt for any red specks. As usual, my clothes were perfect, as though I had just walked through a field of flowers with my ‘boyfriend’ than killed an innocent100 Years Without Love 20

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100 Years Without Love 21Okay, fine, maybe I did scream…but only a little. I flew at the blond haired angel standing in front of me, throwing my arms around his neck. He hugged me back in a fatherly way. People were stopping to stare at us but I didn’t care.

“Carlisle!” I said when I released him from my hug. “Oh my god. You’re alive!”

“Bella, you remember me?” he asked.

“Of course I do,” I said. “How could I forget my father-in-law?”

“We were just in Volterra talking to Aro,” Carlisle said. “He said they had brainwashed you – you remembered nothing.”

“Well, they think100 Years Without Love 21

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100 Years Without Love 22I didn’t want to leave the Cullens after that. I had no idea when I would see them again. It may be never. If something went wrong, there was no doubt that the Volturi would…eliminate me – eliminating just being a fancy word for kill, murder, destroy. I seriously had to stop thinking so hard. Now, I was getting a little bit too worried.

Edward was reluctant to let me go. He held onto me tight, kissing my lips vigorously. I kissed him back.

“Edward, I have to leave,” I said.

“I don’t know if I can let you go,” Edward said. “I have a feeling I’ll never see you again.”

“I’m alw100 Years Without Love 22

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100 Years Without Love 23Edward had given me one of the little silver phones that the family used to keep in touch with one another – like the one Alice had used back when I was being stalked by the killer James. Emergencies, I had told myself. It’s for emergencies only.

Yet, that night I found myself digging through my suitcase and calling Edward just to hear his voice. I had thought he was dead for months and now that he was alive – or at least, now that I knew he was alive; he was really alive the whole time – I didn’t want to go one minute without hearing his voice.

“Bella, is something wrong?” He answered the phone without ev100 Years Without Love 23

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100 Years Without Love 24I kept on looking for the sunset but it was kind of hard to see when life was so miserable. It was hard to keep acting the ignorant vampire while I secretly detested everyone around me. Edward called me every night to fill me in on how the recruiting was going and to tell me that he loved me but it was hard to hear his voice when I knew I might not ever be able to be in his arms again if something went wrong. This had to be the longest night ever – metaphorically speaking.

So far, the Cullens had gotten in contact with the vampires from Denali and Jacob who had settled in with another pack a little farther north. I was so relieved to he100 Years Without Love 24

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100 Years Without Love 25Now that I knew how to kill vampires easier, I knew I couldn’t wait much longer to attack. Edward and the Cullens had found a few more people…ahem, vampires – people would make a nice snack for the Volturi – to help us. Obviously, not many of us thought the Volturi was as helpful as they were supposed to be. Sure, they kept people from make newborn armies and etcetera but they were cruel, vicious killers.

Did you know that it’s really hard to find a twenty-four karat golden knife for less than a thousand bucks? Yeah, well, it is. I eventually found okay priced knifes and bought about ten. Everyone needed one.

I deci100 Years Without Love 25

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100 Years Without Love 26A marble body collided with me, pushing me back a few steps. Before he could attack anymore, I focused and gracefully stabbed my knife through his heart. He looked surprised and fell to the floor in a heap the second I withdrew the knife from his chest. I wasn’t able to clean the blood off before I was hit again.

Jane obviously hadn’t gotten the memo about the whole golden dagger thing because these guys were all fighting the old fashioned way: trying to tear us to pieces. We had the advantage even though we were greatly outnumbered.

I looked around at everyone. Carlisle and Esme were gracefully weaving around each other, plunging100 Years Without Love 26

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100 Years Without Love 27Okay, maybe not right through my heart because once she withdrew the knife, I was still alive. I touch the place where the knife had stabbed me lightly and felt cold blood. She had skimmed my heart, cutting it open slightly, which meant I wasn’t going to die as quickly, but I would die, slowly and painfully. I wondered if she had done that on purpose.

Time seemed to slow even more, if that was at all possible. Edward’s scream seemed to last forever. I fell to the floor and it seemed like an eternity before I hit the ground. My head bounced off the floor with a thud and the fighting around me seemed to stop. I could see nothing but 100 Years Without Love 27

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100 Years Without Love 28I opened my eyes slowly, blinking in the bright light. This had to be heaven. I was surrounded by angels. All the pain was gone. I sat up a little too quickly and black splotches appeared over my vision. I waited until they had disappeared and stood up.

I looked around. I was in a small meadow; everything around me was a bright green. It was beautiful, tranquil. Yep, this had to be heaven. I was dead. Strangely that piece of information wasn’t too disturbing. I remember when I had woken up after coming home from Volterra the first time, I had thought I was dead and I was pretty upset. But right now, everything just seemed to perfect. Th100 Years Without Love 28

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100 Years Without Love 29 I walked forward, the smile plastered on my face. I highly doubted that it would ever come off. I was so happy. Edward was standing in front of me. I don’t think he ever looked happier. Like, ever.

My blond hair hung in curls down my back and to my waist. The dress was perfectly white, low cut and covered with the prettiest rhinestones. It was really old fashioned but the way I wanted it and the way I knew Edward would want it. My make up was perfect after Alice had spent about two hours working on it. I didn’t need any make up, but Alice forced me to be Vampire Barbie.

We were surrounded by freesias. As always, Alice went overbo100 Years Without Love 29

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~Annabella-and-Jasper Jul 30, 2009 Hobbyist General Artist

These stories are great!

I am a huge fan thank-you for the great stories.

~bellacullen124 Jul 31, 2009

No problem. Lol. Thanks so much!

~vampirelover1 Jun 3, 2009

my god!

do you know how much i love this story?!
i call it my twilight bible.....cause it save breaking dawn from being burned by me.....
i love you for making your stories! thank you!!

~bellacullen124 Jun 4, 2009

Aw, thanks so much!

~vampirelover1 Jun 9, 2009

welcome, its true

~CatKittyPretty May 10, 2009

This is a great fan fiction

~bellacullen124 May 10, 2009

Aw, thanks so much!

~CatKittyPretty May 10, 2009

No problem

!twilight-fan22 Jan 17, 2009

i aboulutly loved them! it made me cry,but i loved them!!!!

~bellacullen124 Jan 17, 2009

Thanks so much! I'm glad you liked them. I cried too while i was writing them. lol. If you liked it, i would love to hear your opinion on some of the other stuff i've written.

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