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Made of Glass

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I watched their conversation, hearing everything Edward was going to say just seconds before he actually said them. I saw all the flaws he made, every hurt he could’ve spared her. He told her it will be as if we never existed. Even I could see that wasn’t so.

Edward took off and Bella tried to follow him. Stupid, stupid Edward. How couldn’t he see that a human girl like Bella would try to follow him and get herself desperately lost. Of course, I saw her getting rescued the second Edward wrote the note so I wasn’t too, too worried but it was still foolish of my brother.

I tuned out all the visions that were flooding into my head. Edward had made me promise not to look for Bella’s future again. And – for once – I was going to honor that promise. I knew that if I didn’t, I would think of the visions I had seen of her whenever Edward was around, just hurting her more. As long as he trusted that she had moved on he thought he could get through this.

The only reason I wasn’t fighting more to make Edward stay with Bella was because I knew he couldn’t last long without her. I had never seen anyone more dependant on the company and love of another. I was sure he could last a couple months but it wouldn’t be long before he was back at Bella’s doorstep, begging. And I knew she would take him back.

Of course, I was a bit pissed at him that he hadn’t let me stay and say goodbye. He went on about this all this ‘clean cut’ bogus. Bella was my best friend, closer than sisters. Sure, I loved Rosalie but she was too stuck up for us to get along for long periods of time. And Esme was the nicest, sweetest, most lovable person I had ever met but she was more of a really friendly mother than a best friend like Bella had been.

I sighed and cuddled up to Jasper. He put his arm around me and I pulled my knees up to my chest, wrapping my arms around them. Jasper felt this was all his fault and – while I was trying really hard not to blame him – I kind of was. I tried not to think about that as he kissed my short, spiky black hair.

“You’re distracted,” he said, as observant as always.

“Yes,” I told him honestly. No use lying. He would know. I always got so stressed when lying to Jasper.

“You miss her already,” he stated simply.

“You know me too well,” I laughed but it was a bit bitter.

“She was your best friend,” Jasper said. “Of course you’re going to miss her. I know you were positive she was going to join the family one day as our sister and that makes it even harder on you.”

“I’m just worried for her,” I said. “Who knows how big of a mess Edward is leaving behind? He’s not thinking about how Bella’s going to take this. He’s more concerned that she lives mentally even if she dies emotionally. And I think that’s what he just did – he killed Bella’s spirit. Just because your heart continues to beat doesn’t mean you still alive.”

“Kind of like how just because our hearts don’t beat doesn’t mean we’re dead,” Jasper said.

“Yeah,” I sighed.

“She’s going to be okay,” Jasper said, kissing my forehead. “Bella’s a lot stronger than you guys give her credit for. Just because she’s a human doesn’t mean she’s made of glass.”

His words were a bit reassuring before a vision flashed in front of my eyes before I could stop it. It was a few months into the future and Bella looked horrible, like a zombie. She was sitting at the kitchen table in her house and Charlie was yelling at her, saying she wasn’t living.

Then, the vision changed courses and I could see Edward, curled up into a ball somewhere. He was humming the sweetest lullaby and seemed like he would give anything to die. His heart wasn’t beating and in this case it did mean he wasn’t living, but not in the way he wanted to be ‘not living.’

“How is it that when you always sound so right, you’re so wrong?” I asked once the vision was gone.

“What did you see?” he asked.

“Bella’s made of glass,” I said, “but she’s not the only one.”
Okay, this isn't my best writing but i'm really bored and i wipped this up in about ten minutes. I kind of wanted to write what Alice's perspective of this whole Bella/Edward thing in new moon wuz so here it is.

Tell me what u think. Be brutal and bear with me cuz i know this kind of sucks but everyone kept telling me to do more like the Leaving one that i just did and i didn't want to do Edward in Volturi yet cuz i'm too tired to come up with anything that is at all...good.

Stephenie Meyer owns these characters no matter how much i wish i did.
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I know you wrote this a while ago but could you please please write more on this one it is so intriguing.